It’s just too much…

This post will be shorter than most. I just wanted to explain why I have been MIA lately. Sometimes I look at our life and think we have everything under control. Abbie’s blood sugar is for the most part in a great range, her pre-teen hormone levels are as controlled as they can be (lol), Andy and I just finished our bathroom remodel today, and Jamee is blossoming into an extremely smart and beautiful young woman before our eyes. Yep, life is completely and utterly under control right?

Wrong?! So just like in the bathroom remodel.. when the measurements were correct, but the plumbing didn’t line up; or all of the finishes were up but then the water supply line busted on the last day, life decided in our Type 1 journey it would throw us another autoimmune curve ball and see how we would play.

We noticed over the past several months that Abbie had become extremely moody, had a lot of anxiety, she was losing hair, and it seemed she was not growing properly. I knew it all seemed like a Thryoid Disorder but I thought she was tested for those antibodies when she was diagnosed and thought she had been tested for those levels as her previous endo appointment with the old endo. So last month it was time for her recheck at the new endo and I brought up my concerns. She had a blood draw done.. guess what it showed? Higher than usual TSH levels. Ding, Ding, Ding, Momma wins again. Not that I wanted that prize, but I should always go with my gut. So endo wanted us to have her rechecked in a month, but this time we would do a slew of tests including the antibodies tests since those were never done either… ugh!

So, over the past month we have been going on family camping trips, going to cabin, going to Busch Gardens, remodeling the bathroom… did mention it’s finally finished (I’m a little excited).. and we just went in two days ago for the redraw. Now we wait…..If the numbers are still high, we start her on a synthetic hormone to regulate her Thyroid levels and of course that will take a while it just means her body attacked one more thing in her body.

Sorry for the vent post… it’s just all very frustrating to be honest. These kids should just get to be kids instead of worrying about taking pills and what they eat and how they eat and what time they eat. Instead, they get to put their big girl panties on about 10 years too early and try not to worry about what might fail next.

Okay… enough venting for tonight….